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Some years ago..

at the first time.
at the first moment.
at the first boy.
at the first feeling.
at the first love.

we did it after some years we decide to make a sweet relationship.

started from the dream, and he realized that.

'kau adalah kesalahan yang terindah hingga buatku marah, tapi juga menikmati'
-dosa termanis, Tere-

I would not forget.
in the dark,
he kissed me gently. :*

Hari ini gue berhasil menjadi abege labil.
berawal dari temen gue, si bolo. yang pada hari kamis lalu secara tidak sengaja melihat papan pengumuman kecil yang ditempel di berlin.
di papan pengumuman itu tertera informasi bahwa hari sabtu dan minggu, tanggal 12 dan 13 nov bakal ada seminar dengan bintang tamu si @poconggg. buat kamu-kamu yang gatau @poconggg tuh siapa, bisa nyoba bergaul dulu di twitter.
secara hare genee...ada gtu warga twitter yang kaga tau @poconggg itu siapaah??

setelah mengetahui informasi tersebut, si bolo pun mengajak gue dan kedua teman gue yang lain, yaitu yunda dan isna. sebenernya hari minggu itu jam 9-12 ada kuliah AME. planningnya, kita kuliah dulu sampe jam 12, baru deh kita cus liat @poconggg. berhubung malam sebelumnya ada jarkom mendadak (dan selalu begitu, mendadak) bahwa kuliah AME ditiadakan. saya pun menunda kepulangan ke bogor jadi agak siang.

jam 12.30 kami berempat sudah standby di audit gmsk dan @poconggg nya sendiri baru hadir jam 2!!
pertama ketemu gue baru ngeh, oke dia pendek banget!. haha.
sampe jam 4 lah, sekitar 2 jam tuh ada sesi tanya jawab bareng @poconggg.

ga cuma dengerin dia cuap-cuap.
tapi diakhir acara, kita bisa minta ttd plus foto bareng.
sayang buku PJP gue lagi dipinjem, jadi gue minta ttd nya di kertas lain.
huhu.
pas sesi minta ttd, pas giliran gue. gue kasih aja tuh kertas sambil gue bilang : 'Cong, buku PJP gue dipinjem temen, jadi gue mintannya di kertas beginian deh' dan dia pun bilang : 'iya percaya kok.
huaaa..senang sekali.
abis itu gue ngajakin salaman. dan akhirnya GUE SALAMAN ama dia.
abis minta ttd sama salaman, kita bertiga (gue, bolo, dan yunda) minta foto. uda gitu minjem hape isna lagi buat moto.
si isna cuma duduk di bangku, tanpa minta ttd plus foto bareng. sayang sih.
akhirnya kita meminta tolong ke salah satu panitia buat motoin. (baik banget tu orang)
dan inilah fotonyaaa...

Selepas sholat idul adha kemarin, gue ga langsung ngelepas kerudung.
tapi gue mengutak-atik jilbab gue, cuma buat foto. haha.
dengan usaha benerin sana-sini, tarik sana-sini. plus editan photoscape.
here we goes!
 

huahahahaa...
postingan kali ni terlihat sangat narsis sekali yaah..
tapi cantik kan?gue sih kebayangnya kaya model-model wardah gitu.
sebenernya gue tuh foto buanyaak banget. tapi segini aja kali yah yang mesti diupload. 
kalo diperhatiin, semua foto gue hampir memperlihatkan jam tangan + gelangnya.
emang tujuannya mau mamerin itu.
huehehehee...

gue agak kepikiran upload foto2 beginian karena terinspirasi dari blog2 fashion blogger yang gue liat kemarin.
thx to dian pelangi, sonia eryka.. ama sapa lagi yak kemaren?

Yeaaay...
hari ini idul adha..
gue hanya merayakannya berdua dengan mamah tercinta.
idul adha kedua tanpa adikku tersayang, Indriati Apriliani.
idul adha ketiga tanpa bapakku tercinta.
dan idul adha ketiga belas tanpa adikku yang pertama, Anugrah Dwi Putranto.

sepi sih.
tapi gue yakin mereka senantiasa ada di deket gue sama mamah :')

kalo ngeliat keluarga lainnya kayanya seru,
lebaran kurban bareng keluarga besarnya.
gue? mana pernah.
secara gue dan mamah itu rantauan dari jogja sana.
alhasil keluarga kami semuanya disana.
kalo idul fitri, kami selalu merayakannya di Jogja,
jadi ga sepi2 banget.
nah..kalo pas lebaran kurban tuh baru berasa sepinyaa.

gue pengen punya keluarga besar.
dari kecil gue sudah terbiasa hidup di keluarga kecil.
yang notabene cuma mamah,bapak,sama adek gue.
tapi sekarang yang kesisa cuma mamah sama gue.

ntar kalo pengen cari suami, cari yang keluarganya banyak ahh..
trus ntar gue jg pengen punya anak yang banyak juga. biar keluarga gue rame.
Aamiin banget!


ini apa banget, judulnya kurban, tapi malah ngomongin keluarga.

ya sudahlah.

betewe..
gue tuh ya, kalo abis buka blog orang pasti jadi pengen2 ngeblog.
suka nimbulin inspirasi.
blog ini juga sengaja ga gue sebarin.
biar orang2 kepo, yang stalker aja yang baca ini blog.
*huhuehehe.. kaya ada aja*

tujuan gue nulis ni blog bukan untuk dipamerkan ke orang lain,
tapi lebih ke kepuasan numpahin segala opini, unek-unek.
walaupun ga bakal dibaca ama orang, gue ttp aja mikir kalo mau nulis ttg sesuatu yang kontroversial.
gue selalu memikirkan perasaan orang2 kalo baca.
*ribet yah, padahal ga ada yang baca juga, dan gue juga ga berharap orang baca juga sih*
#kusut

tapi kayanya seru juga sih, kalo gue nulis perasaan gue ke seseorang, dan orangnya langsung yang baca.
kan jadi ga mesti ngungkapin langsung, yang penting orangnya tauu..
jadi so sweet kaya sinetron2 gitu deh.
begitupun sebaliknya.
ya kali aja gitu gue lagi ngoprek2 blog orang, ternyata disitu dy lagi nyeritain gue.
beuuh..meleleh kali yah gue.
hahahaaaa...

gue sih lebih tepat namain diary online daripada blog kali yah.
abisnya kalo blog orang tuh kayanya bermutu, lah gue?
mayoritas curhat.
huuuu

udah ah. segitu aja.
malah ngelantur kemana2 deh tu.
bye, kamu.

Berikut lagu adele yang enak banget buat didengerin.
cocok buat kamu-kamu yang galau.
yang masi keinget sama mantan.
tapi tetep optimis dapetin yang lebih baik dari yang dulu.
#eaaa

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

gimana-gmana?
karena hari ini temanya tentang mantan,
gue kasih satu lirik lagi deh.
judulnya 'broken arrow' yang nyanyi 'pixie lott'.
beuuuh lagunyaa...
jadi ceritanya ada cewe yang masi stuck sama mantannya *ahem*
padahal ada cowo lain yang deketin, tp ttp tu cewe masi keinget ama mantannya..
disini diceritain sayangnya tu cewe ke mantannya ampe segitunya banget.. *ahem lagii*
cwenya masi stuck blum bisa move on.
padahal cowo lain itu uda mau nerima apa adanya.
kasiaan deh cowonyaa.. :(

here we goes...

What do you do when you’re stuck
Because the one that you love
Has pushed you away
And you can’t deal with the pain
And now you’re trying to fix me
Mend what he did
I’ll find the piece that i’m missing
But I still miss him
I miss him i’m missing him
Oh I miss him I miss him i’m missing him

And you’re sitting in the front row
Wanna be first in line
Sitting by my window
Giving me all your time
You could be my hero
If only I could let go
But his love has still hit me
Like a broken arrow
Like a broken arrow

He’s the thorn in my flesh
That I can’t take out
He’s stealing my breath
When you’re around
lyricsalls.blogspot.com
And now you’re trying to convince me
He wasn’t worth it
But you can’t complete me
It’s the thought that he’s missing

I miss him I’m missing him
Oh I miss him I miss him i’m missing him

And you’re standing in the front row
Wanna be first in line
Sitting by my window
Giving me all your time
You could be my hero
If only I could let go
But his love has still hit me
Live a broken arrow
Like a broken arrow

What do you do
When your hearts in two places?
You feel great but you’re torn inside
You feel love but you just can’t embrace it
When you found the right one at the wrong time

And you’re
Standing in the front row
Wanna be first in line
Sitting by my window
Giving me all your time
You could be my hero
If only I could let go
But his love still hit me
Like a broken arrow
Like a broken arrow

dan ga lupa.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
have a blast birthday.. :)